Alright so here we are again with yet another dream of me having children. I dont remember giving birth to the child in my dream but apearantly i did. It was a little girl only she had like uhmm blue eyes but they were really dark blue like a little greyish. and her face had little blue splotches over her nose and around her eyes it looked like she had blue eyeliner on but it wasnt. Im not sure what it was exactly but she had little blonde curls so cute! she had to have been only about 1 years old in the dream cuz she was already able to walk and had been saying a few words here and there. So uhm I remember picking her up and then talking to my mom about how I should go and buy food and stuff for her and what not so I went to this place that looked like H.E.B. but not sure it exactly was. And before I could go in I…logged off? kinda weird though and when I got back on it was in the future and the little girl was like 15 now and she was in some sort of school show where she was lip syncing to Stand by Me and at the end of the show someone was telling her how she should do this adn that for the next show they were in and i shook my head at the person and told her that her and her little friends should do what they want on the next one. then told her not to stay out too late and then i woke up…

Well last night I had another dream of an unborn child. THis time it was a girl, and I remembered her name! The name i gave her was Cassandrah Aeka. The dream was pretty quick because I remember meeting some guy named Joey that everyone in my family knew (i think the name came from the tv becaues it was on all night long and i think somewhere along the lines Friends came on) anyways when I had told them it was his they just gasped like it was some kind of surprise but I ended up not telling the guy. Well I had the baby in my dream and saw her, she was so tiny, and she had dark skin like my sister and dad (im probably the whitest mexican on the face of the earth lol) and had beautiful brown eyes. When we were taking her home my mother had taken out Joanna’s (my niece) old car seat from the car so the baby was just back there with no car seat. I told my mom we could just use the old car seat for now until we got a new one but she didnt want to use it because it was old. By the time we had gotten to Target to get a new carseat she had grown into a little girl. I cant remember much after that though but I can tell you it was one of my best dreams that I’ve had in a long time.

Ok so last night I dreamt of my unconcieved son. In my dream I didnt even know I was pregnant and then out of no where POP! he was born. When I looked at him he was white as can be. I remember holding him and not wanting to let him go. After awhile he opened his eyes and they were this beautiful greyish blue color. My parents and some of the family had gone off someplace and I sat there wondering what I should name him. My cousin Sharon suggested I should name him Regure Spokane (dont ask where that came from lol) then I told her I wanted to name him after my father. Then I couldnt remember if I had filled out the birth certficate or not so I got up and walked out of the room with the baby and asked the nearest nurse who I had to talk to about filling out his birth certificate. While I waited, the baby began smiling. Then I remember going back and asking my uncle david to use his computer to check to see how much money i had in the bank so that i could go and buy some stuff for him…i couldnt remember my account number! and then I woke up…

This isnt the first time I’ve had a dream of seeing the face of my unconcieved children…someday they’ll come true…someday…