Dreamer's Corner

Yeah so last night I had this really long dream though I only remember a few parts of it so that’s all I’m going to tell you. I dreamt that I was with my parents driving down 410 and we were passing through the spot near the airport where it has the upper level highway and just as we were driving this black car comes in from the side flying and crashes into the wall, I looked behind me and there was all these cars just smashed and crashed up behind us. Then the scene changed and we were suddenly at this place where I don’t know what was really going on but I just heard someone say “and this is what I found today” and we were watchign this clip of this man looking through bags of what looked to be soil or something, and then he pulled out this cat that had 8 attached to the mother’s teet and three dangling to her legs and then there was a question where someone asked how many cats there was. I knew the answer and appearantly the person before me did as well. So she went before me and wrote in the number 11 and they gave her a prize, then it was my turn and I put the same number and they counted like lots of days back and said my answer was wrong and I was like “well you didnt do that for Tracy, so why are you doing that with me?” and they just looked at me and gave me this card that had like frequent flyer miles on it. So I went outside and got on the back of the truck where “Tracy” was getting in and i was like “sorry for calling you out like that but i wasnt about to have them cheat me” but she didnt really say anything and then I saw Eric driving a tractor and was with Ray and Fernando and I dont remember that much after that cept that it was raining.

Part 1

Ok so last night I was sleeping and I had this dream where I was still living at the house on Boxer Bay and decided that I was going to take a walk. Well my oldest niece Joanna and my cousin Angel decided they were going to come with me. So we’re walking down the street and it became night time as we were walking. The further we went the darker it got and I remember telling the girls that we would turn around when we got to the end of the block that we were at. So finally we get there and we see that there is all this rubble mostly a tree that was blown down or something and then my phone rang. I answered it and it was my dad, I dont remember what he said but I do remember telling him that we were coming back anyways and then said “ok bye” and my dad kept repeating “ok bye” over and over again, and I looked at the girls and was like “OK we’re going back” and as we’re walking back I could here myself thinking “Why do I have the feeling that my dad’s been drinking again” and then I woke up to look at the time and it was like 530 in the morning so I went back to bed…

Part 2

In this part I just dreamt that I was going to look at the Amberton apartments to see how much they were. We drove in to where the front office was and I went inside just to get like a floor plan with prices. So I asked “Can I get prices on some of the apartments?” and the lady was like “No” and I go “No?” and she goes “No” and I ask “Can I at least get a floor plan?” and I’m looking at the stack that she has on her desk and she goes “No!” and I was like “Why?” and she goes “Because its not a good business day” and all I remember doing was being upset and going back to the car. Then I woke up to flip my pillows over and went back to sleep.

Part 3

In this part I was in my apartment but it looked a little different. Only because instead of my desk in the dining room there was actually a table. Anyways I was in the kitchen and I had some money in my hand and for some reason put it in a pizza box and set it aside and was teasing my mom about something. Then later on I was sitting at the table and Chris Daughty comes along and sits down and I was like “Hey Chris” and he’s like “hey how you doin?” and he shook my hand but didnt let it go. Then the doorbell rang and I got up because it was someone coming for the money I had hid in the pizza box and I let them inside and was like “Hold on lemme get the money” so I went to where I had put the box and it was a different one so I’m looking all over the place for it and I go in the bedroom where my mom was taking a nap and I was like “Mom you remember that pizza box I had that I was teasing you with?” and she goes “yeah” and I go “where is it?” and then I woke up.

I never knew how tiring having multiple dreams could be…I’m exhausted!! -flop-

People often ask me… “What is the one thing you want most out of life” and my answer is always the same. To have a child of my own. I don’t really thing that anyone knows how much I really want this. Unfortunately I’m convinced that I’m broken down there. I won’t go into much detail but I can tell you this. This is something I’ve wanted since I was about 13 years old or so. So yeah this is totally a life long dream of mine and I hope that some day it will happen for me.

SO yeah, I only remember some of the dream so this will be short and sweet. Last night…or rather this morning…I dreamt that I was walking with my mom, not sure where we were or whatever, but we passed by this cat that had kittens and I went over and picked up one of the kittens and told my mom I was taking it home. Then there was something about rides and water I don’t really remember, but the kitty was really small and was my favorite kind too! Grey with stripes!

I’m categorizing this as being lost in the dream because well…I didn’t even know where we were! hah!

This dream was recorded on August 7th, 2007…

Well I had another dream only this one starred my crabby in it! It was me, him and two other girls dont know who they were but we were waiting for some sort of gates to open for some kind of concert or whatever and we were up front so we could get a good spot to put our stuff cuz it was gonna be one of those over night concert types. When we got in there was this huge bed laid out in front of a stage i mean the bed was as big as a football field maybe bigger! anyways we set up our stuff laid out our air matresses and stuff then while Daniel went to change his clothes i changed mine and the other girls i dont know what they were doing but we were all just chatting and stuff. Then he came back and sat on the bed i was already laying down and he leaned back on me and got an earful of my mouth! heehee Then there was this real skinny ferret that was light brown with dark brown stripes and was named weasel and he was just crawling all over the place until i picked him up and put him back in his cage and thats all I remember of the dream… Im going back to bed!

This dream was recorded August 18th, 2007…

Alright so here we are again with yet another dream of me having children. I dont remember giving birth to the child in my dream but apearantly i did. It was a little girl only she had like uhmm blue eyes but they were really dark blue like a little greyish. and her face had little blue splotches over her nose and around her eyes it looked like she had blue eyeliner on but it wasnt. Im not sure what it was exactly but she had little blonde curls so cute! she had to have been only about 1 years old in the dream cuz she was already able to walk and had been saying a few words here and there. So uhm I remember picking her up and then talking to my mom about how I should go and buy food and stuff for her and what not so I went to this place that looked like H.E.B. but not sure it exactly was. And before I could go in I…logged off? kinda weird though and when I got back on it was in the future and the little girl was like 15 now and she was in some sort of school show where she was lip syncing to Stand by Me and at the end of the show someone was telling her how she should do this adn that for the next show they were in and i shook my head at the person and told her that her and her little friends should do what they want on the next one. then told her not to stay out too late and then i woke up…

This dream was recorded June 2nd, 2007…

Well I tell ya I been having some odd dreams. My recent dream was that someone was trying to murder my father and neice. Though I dont remember much of that however today i got a message on my myspace from my cousin nicole saying she dreamt that i died. according to my mom dreaming of a death usually means someone’s getting married. Hrmm I wonder…

This dream was recorded February 23rd, 2007…

Ok so last night I had this dream that I died. Well I think I died not sure really. But anyhoo Dr. Nathan (yes the one from Oz) said that she was sad the moment she felt my life slip away from me. However I found myself walking around and seeing my old friends from middle school. I remember sitting against a wall all crouched up and the girl turned to the other girl saying “I just have to” and she reached out towards me and i started to whine and scoot away from her hand and then she started talking to me about saying “I remember the first time we met” bleh blah blah and then I said “You’re not s’posed to make me remember” and that was the end of it. At least for that part. Then ther was a shark swimming around me, and then I standing on a balcony and Dan Marino was kicking a milk dud around…thats all I remember… hehe

This dream was recorded on October 7th, 2006…

Well last night I had another dream of an unborn child. THis time it was a girl, and I remembered her name! The name i gave her was Cassandrah Aeka. The dream was pretty quick because I remember meeting some guy named Joey that everyone in my family knew (i think the name came from the tv becaues it was on all night long and i think somewhere along the lines Friends came on) anyways when I had told them it was his they just gasped like it was some kind of surprise but I ended up not telling the guy. Well I had the baby in my dream and saw her, she was so tiny, and she had dark skin like my sister and dad (im probably the whitest mexican on the face of the earth lol) and had beautiful brown eyes. When we were taking her home my mother had taken out Joanna’s (my niece) old car seat from the car so the baby was just back there with no car seat. I told my mom we could just use the old car seat for now until we got a new one but she didnt want to use it because it was old. By the time we had gotten to Target to get a new carseat she had grown into a little girl. I cant remember much after that though but I can tell you it was one of my best dreams that I’ve had in a long time.

This dream was recorded on July 4th 2006…

Ok so last night I dreamt of my unconcieved son. In my dream I didnt even know I was pregnant and then out of no where POP! he was born. When I looked at him he was white as can be. I remember holding him and not wanting to let him go. After awhile he opened his eyes and they were this beautiful greyish blue color. My parents and some of the family had gone off someplace and I sat there wondering what I should name him. My cousin Sharon suggested I should name him Regure Spokane (dont ask where that came from lol) then I told her I wanted to name him after my father. Then I couldnt remember if I had filled out the birth certficate or not so I got up and walked out of the room with the baby and asked the nearest nurse who I had to talk to about filling out his birth certificate. While I waited, the baby began smiling. Then I remember going back and asking my uncle david to use his computer to check to see how much money i had in the bank so that i could go and buy some stuff for him…i couldnt remember my account number! and then I woke up…

This isnt the first time I’ve had a dream of seeing the face of my unconcieved children…someday they’ll come true…someday…